Treachorous April......

.......Where are you????????.........and I'm so sorry.............I cannot sleep......I cannot dream tonight......I need somebody and always.....this sick, strange darkness comes creeping in so haunting every time.............like indecision to call you...... and hear your voice of treason.............will you come back and stop this pain tonight?????????????? Stop this pain tonight!!!!......don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my yen--

I miss you.....